since I have felt led to post anything of meaning on this site. But, here I am.
I fell down, and today, I finally found my strength in God to get back up again. Praise Adonai, Praise Jehova Jireh.
Here I am. I am 19, have a career, a good paying job (if you compare me to the unemployed) I am fed, and housed, I have a good man standing beside me. I’m in love and engaged. And, I let Satan lead again. I let him take all of those blessings from me, to blind me. Well, today, I stood up. Oh God, thank you.
I stood in front of my peers, rededicating my Life to Christ, and I had this sob just overtake me. I have been convincing myself for months that I didn’t need to stand infront of my congregation and make my rededication public, but now I have the support of my christian family.
You can fall so quickly when you want humanity and not Christianity. Well, now I can say that I’ve been there I guess. Now, I have to start all over. But, that’s ok. We fall down, but we get up. Cause a saint is just a sinner that fell down and Got Up. (BMC choir song [ i don't know who wrote it])