When you feel lost and alone, as I do, something is missing. Or maybe it’s not missing, it’s right there in front of you, but you refuse to see it. When you feel this way you must remember to step back and see what is making you blind. For me it is many things.
There are addictions, depression, there are so many more things I could list.
I am blinding myself to even my own God, the real God, who sent his son to die for my sins. The God of everyone, who loves all people. Who created me and has my name written on his hand. Why am I doing this to myself? I feel so empty when I deny him.
When you feel as I do, and you know what is separating you, cast it off. Oh I know I make it seem so simple. But I know how very hard it is.
Even if you do not see God, seek him. And know you are not alone in your search. He will walk with you even as you deny him. He is in pursuit of you even now as you read this message. And above all, he loves you with that love you want but have yet to find.
~Amanda~
